





âśď¸ BONUS SUNDAY DEVOTIONAL: CLICK HERE TO READ

“I Am He”
âď¸ RailBoss

kkk
Consider this scene from the last week of Jesusâs mortal life. A multitude had gathered, including Roman soldiers armed with staves and strapped with swords. Led by officers from the chief priests who had torches in hand, this earnest company was not off to conquer a city. Tonight they were looking for only one man, a man not known to carry a weapon, receive military training, or engage in physical combat at any time in His entire life. As the soldiers approached, Jesus, in an effort to protect His disciples, stepped forth and said, âWhom seek ye?â They replied, âJesus of Nazareth.â Jesus said, âI am he. ⌔
As soon ⌠as he had said unto them, I am he, they went backward, and fell to the ground. To me, that is one of the most stirring lines in all of scripture. Among other things, it tells me straightforwardly that just being in the presence of the Son of Godâthe great Jehovah of the Old Testament and Good Shepherd of the New, who bears no weapons of any kindâthat just hearing the voice of this Refuge from the Storm, this Prince of Peace, is enough to send antagonists stumbling into retreat, piling them in a jumble, making the whole group wish they had been assigned kitchen duty that night. Just a few days earlier, when He had entered the city triumphantly, âall the city was moved,â the Scripture says, asking, âWho is this?â I can only imagine that âWho is this?â is the question those muddled soldiers were now asking!
The answer to that question could not have been in His looks, for Isaiah had prophesied some seven centuries earlier that âhe hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him.â It certainly wasnât in His polished wardrobe or His great personal wealth, of which He had neither. It could not be from any professional training in the local synagogues because we have no evidence that He ever studied at any of them, though even in His youth He could confound superbly prepared scribes and lawyers, astonishing them with His doctrine âas one having authority.â From that teaching in the Temple to His triumphant entry into Jerusalem and this final, unjustifiable arrest, Jesus was routinely placed in difficult, often devious situations in which He was always triumphantâvictories for which we have no explanation except divine DNA.
Yet down through history many have simplified, even trivialized our image of Him and His witness of who He was. They have reduced His righteousness to mere prudishness, His justice to mere anger, His mercy to mere permissiveness. We must not be guilty of such simplistic versions of Him that conveniently ignore teachings we find uncomfortable. This âdumbing downâ has been true even regarding His ultimate defining virtue, His love.
During His mortal mission, Jesus taught that there were two great commandments: âLove the Lord thy God [and] love thy neighbour as thyself.â
If we are to follow the Savior faithfully in these two crucial and inextricably linked rules, we ought to hold firmly to what He actually said. And what He actually said was, âIf ye love me, keep my commandments.â
On that same evening, He said we were to âlove one another; as I have loved you.â In those scriptures, those qualifying phrases defining true, Christlike loveâsometimes referred to as charityâare absolutely essential.
What do they define? How did Jesus love? First, He loved with âall [of His] heart, might, mind and strength,â giving Him the ability to heal the deepest pain and declare the hardest reality. In short, He is one who could administer grace and insist on truth at the same time. As the prophet Lehi said in his blessing to his son Jacob, âRedemption cometh in and through the Holy Messiah; for he is full of grace and truth.â
His love allows an encouraging embrace when it is needed and a bitter cup when it has to be swallowed. So we try to loveâwith all of our heart, might, mind, and strengthâbecause that is the way He loves us.
The second characteristic of Jesusâs divine charity was His obedience to every word that proceeded from Godâs mouth, always aligning His will and behavior with that of His Heavenly Father.
When He appeared to the Apostles following His Resurrection, Christ said:
âBehold, I am Jesus Christ. ⌠I have drunk out of that bitter cup which the Father hath given me, ⌠in the which I have suffered the will of the Father ⌠from the beginning.â Of the myriad ways He could have introduced Himself, Jesus did so by declaring His obedience to the will of the Fatherânever mind that not long before in His hour of greatest need, this Only Begotten Son of God had felt totally abandoned by His Father.
Christâs charityâevident in complete loyalty to Divine Willâpersisted and continues to persist, not just through the easy and comfortable days but especially through the darkest and most difficult ones. Jesus was âa man of sorrows,â the scriptures say. He experienced sadness, fatigue, disappointment, and excruciating loneliness.In these and in all times, Jesusâs love faileth not, and neither does His Fatherâs. With such mature loveâthe kind that exemplifies, empowers, and impartsâours will not fail either.
So, if sometimes the harder you try, the more difficult it seems to get; if, just as you try to work on your limitations and your shortcomings, you find someone or something determined to challenge your faith; if, as you labor devotedly, you still feel moments of fear wash over you, remember that it has been so for some of the most faithful and marvelous people in every era of time. Also, remember that there is a force in the universe determined to oppose every good thing you try to do.
So, through abundance as well as poverty, through private acclaim as well as public criticism, through the divine elements of the Restoration as well as the human foibles that will inevitably be part of it, we stay the course with the Church of Christ. Why? Because as with our Redeemer, we signed on for the whole termânot ending with the first short introductory quiz but through to the final exam.
The joy in this is that the Headmaster gave us all open-book answers before the course began. Furthermore, we have a host of tutors who remind us of these answers at regular stops along the way. But of course, none of this works if we keep cutting class.
âWhom seek ye?â With all our hearts we answer, âJesus of Nazareth.â When He says, âI am he,â we bow our knee and confess with our tongue that He is the living Christ, that He alone atoned for our sins, that He was carrying us even when we thought He had abandoned us. When we stand before Him and see the wounds in His hands and feet, we will begin to comprehend what it meant for Him to bear our sins and be acquainted with grief, to be completely obedient to the will of His Fatherâall out of pure love for us.
To introduce others to faith, repentance, baptism, the gift of the Holy Ghost, and receiving our blessings in the house of the Lordâthese are the fundamental âprinciples and ordinancesâ that ultimately reveal our love of God and neighbor and joyfully characterize the Church of Christ.
Brothers and sisters, I testify that The Church of Jesus is the vehicle God has provided for our exaltation. And one day prophetic guidance will lead a generation to see our Messenger of Salvation descend like âlightning ⌠out of the east,â and we will exclaim, âJesus of Nazareth.â With arms forever outstretched and with love unfeigned, He will reply, âI am he.â
In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
(J.R. Holland)







































